At times I wonder if I am making a difference. Are the students learning anything? Am I being an effective educator? Is this all worth it? With it being the end of the semester I found myself asking these questions at the community center. Thankfully, I got a glimpse of hope and a positive answer to this question.
For the last few field experiences I have been working with the same student on the ukulele. The first time I worked with her, she only wanted to improvise her own songs. The second time I worked with her, she was much better at following directions and even though chord changes were still difficult for her, she was getting better at forming each individual chord. Yesterday, as I worked with her I was noticing further improvement forming chords, strumming on the macro beat, executing a strum/mute pattern, and increased confidence playing the ukulele on her own.
I know that I am not the perfect educator and I have lots of room for improvement. However, I can take satisfaction in knowing that I am helping at least one student improve. I am helping that student to coordinate movement, navigate her instrument, and feel the pulse of the music. It is these small glimpses of success that keep me going even when I feel discourage or wonder if I am making a difference.
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