The effectiveness of leadership depends on many things. Personality, education, and experience all play a role in how the teacher delivers the material and how it is received by the students. I will explore how the three play a role in my potential as a music educator.
As far as personality, I am a perfectionist. This has many pros and cons. My perfectionist tendencies keep me from becoming complacent because I always search for a more efficient way to accomplish tasks. This will be helpful as a teacher because I will need to constantly evaluate and change my teaching approach to better meet the needs of my students. My perfectionist tendencies also motivate me be an over-achiever, working hard to do things to the best of my ability and not giving up until the task is complete. This will help me to be a leader because I will be a dependable employee and teacher. However, these perfectionist tendencies sometimes cause me to have unrealistic expectations of both myself and others. My plan to control this tendency is to choose my battles so that the things that matter most are done well, but I won’t cause myself or students unnecessary stress on the things that aren’t as important.
Unfortunately, I am also shy and often lack the assertion that every good leader needs. I dislike being put on the spot because I’m afraid I won’t have the correct answer or I will appear weak and unsure. My plan to become more assertive is to start in small ways. I will start by speaking up in everyday conversations so that my often-quiet voice is not overlooked, but rather noticed and respected. Secondly, I will be more sure in my language, avoiding an unsure tone and the word “maybe.” Thirdly, I will be confident in my choir ensemble so that I will be an equal contributor, rather than blend into the background. As I practice speaking and acting with certainty in these small ways I will develop the assertive attitude of an effective leader.
As for my own musical education, I have participated in a wide range of activities. I have taken private piano lessons for many years, sung in women’s, mixed, and a Capella ensembles, accompanied choirs using piano and organ, and played the keyboard in musicals and marching band. My wide range of experience allows me to have a much broader perspective and open mind. As I draw from the variety in my background I will become a good leader because I will be flexible and responsive to change. I will also be able to encourage my students to be adventurous and try new things because I have done so myself.
I have also begun to practice teaching and leadership by creating my own piano studio. I typically have 5-8 students whom I work with individually on a weekly basis. I have learned much about communication skills and leadership from them. Firstly, I have learned that there must be balance between being forceful and having high expectations. If I try to motivate my students out of fear, they rebel. But, if I am too lenient, they are not pushed to succeed. Therefore, I must set expectations for them so they are challenged but not overwhelmed. Secondly, I have learned that there must be balance between fun and accomplishment. Lessons should be fun, but not to the point that students get off-task and accomplish nothing. However, if students are pushed to get many things done they have no fun. Therefore, I must find middle ground where students can have fun in the journey. To find this balance I must constantly review and revise my teaching so that students remain engaged.
From examination of my personality, education, and experience I have found that balance is key. Many personality traits and experiences lend to effective leadership, but only if done so in a carefully checked and balanced manner. Any personality trait or approach becomes detrimental if emphasized either too heavily or insufficiently. This balance will come from continued and consistent practice and improvement as I work on one trait at a time. It is my hope that as I become more balanced I will become the effective leader that my students can look up to and depend on.